Friday, March 7, 2008

overwhelmed

New job. New apartment. New city. New way of doing things.

I am overwhelmed without any means, other than my own will, to deal with this. I have nobody here I can confide in or turn to. It is easily the scariest shit I've ever done in my life. I'm so far out of my comfort zone, I can barely deal with it.

It's like I took my life, completely rearranged it, and am left to deal with the new pieces without a clue on how to go about it. Actually, that's exactly how things are.

Close to a freak-out now....breath, breath, breath.

1 comment:

Padma Yoga said...

send me your number damnit. I can call you too. my parents have a plan for the states.

your going to be okay. *hugehugs*