dumped....

Dumped.  Yet again.  Again, the gears of life grind
inexhaustibly against my heart.  Such is my fate I
suppose.  

I'm so so very tired of thinking that this one will
be different and then have to face the unwavering
heartache yet again.  But she did feel different.
We have so much in common.  We can be vulnerabale
around each other.  We can talk to each other with
open hearts.

I suppose this is for the best.  The religion thing
would have inevitably gotten in the way in the
end.  My world shrank just a little bit last
night and it hurts so much.    

Now, I have no emotional connection to this
city either.  I have nothing to look forward to on
the weekend or the evenings.  I'm back to being
alone.  It also makes it feel like my life here is
only temporary.

Back to working on weekends again....