I've been here 8 months. And it still
is shit: still haven't completely unpacked,
have made no friends, missed the film festival,
haven't been out to a blues/jazz club in ages,
no women.
This is shit. I cannot wait to get out of here.
It feels like my life has been put on hold yet
again. ALways on hold. Never moving forward.
Grad school was like that too. I'm existing for
somebody else. I feel powerless. I don't think
I've ever really lived for myself.
Things have to change. I have to change them though.
I will change them.
7 comments:
I still say your friends would be happy to set you up with women by creating online profiles for you, doing a few emails, getting a phone number and then letting you take it from there. Easy for you, fun for us. We just need some pictures and a bit of bio info. Think of it as outsourcing to fully utilize your resources when you have limited time. Who'd be willing to help?
DL
thanks, DL. i DO appreciate it. like i said though, i have no time to follow through. really, my life is kinda sucky right now. i don't even have the time to clean my apartment...it's getting kinda gross. i'm also very grumpy and cynical....
ergh, let me think about it some more. i'm just not sure i want to bother if i can't commit to anything, ya know?
OMG that is freekin' scary. How bad can it be when your apartment is so bad that even you think it's gross. I can't imagine.
Maybe you can make it an exhibit for Halloween and pull some extra cash :-)
After that maybe clean it up before you bring any hotties back there.
it is indeed a hallowe'en exhibit: mutant dust bunnies from the incredible hulk, bathroom sink that refuses drain clearer, piles of unfolded (but clean) laundry....yeh, it needs some work.
Sounds just like my life in London, That and I'm broke.
But you have a goddam DUTY to at least get near the big rally that is taking place on election night and tell us what's happening. I mean dude, I wanna hear it from the ground - the mood, the police, everything.
Man, I wish I was in the US right now. I so wanna be the fuck out of here.
yep, our lives are sucking right now....i feel like i'm just wsting my life away doing this!
the rally's gonna be stupid nuts crazy. tickets have been gone for a week and people are selling them on e-bay. i figure on at least 100,000 as Grant Park can handle that number....
my plan is to be in a pub somewhere downtown though. i don't think it will be possible to get to the park though, especially since i have to work and it'll be packed by the time i get done....then again, i think i'll try at least!!
Oh I'm sure getting to the park will be totally crazy - but being somewhere nearby in a pub might be a great idea!!
The world awaits . . .
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