Sorry I haven't updated with anything really substantial lately. This is supposed to be about my adventures here in Chicago.
This past year has been one of the most difficult ones in my life and I feel beat up, worn down. I want some semblence of normality. Breathing space. I don't think I'll ever get it.
I felt like I belonged in T.O. and now I'm here and I wake up every morning with a profound aching in my heart for something I had and seemingly threw away for something as superficial as a "job". I need a community of friends around me, and I don't think that's possible here. I'm going to stick this out for as long as I can, but I don't think that it will be as long as I imagined it to be. Eyes open for T.O. area: Sunnybrook, PMH, Mississauga, Oshawa, Newmarket. Something HAS to come up.
I really feel like an alien here. I need Canada.
3 comments:
are you going to Mexico or not?
If your not, let me know and I'll book a flight to come down. I cant the weekend before as I will be in Ottawa for work on May 8&9 not sure of the exact details - ie if driving or flying.
i could come down May 2nd and leave early Monday morning
hye,
waiting on monir. he's organizing everything. ergh.
the weeknd of the 2nd works for me! as long as you don't miss work cause i don't want you to ge tin trouble.
Canada is coming to you on May 2nd. Do you want me to come with a huge Canadian flag bigger than me. I'll be a crazy runnnin off the plane.. hmm but if i did that theyd probably arrest me for terrorism.
lol
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