today

it's saturday. i'm at work because i can't
get waht i needed to get done done. stuff
is due monday so i have no choice. it's not
like i haven't been working 10 to 11 hrs/day
as it is, but now i'm at work on saturdays too.
i fuckin hate my life so fuckin much i can't
describe it...
i have nothing in my life anymore except work.
no books, no concerts, no music, no cooking,
no hanging out, no dating. nothing.
is this really how things are going to be from
now on? if so, i don't want any part of it.
better to jump in front of a bus than waste my
life like this.
looking back, i never should have left nova
scotia or bridgetown.
what a fuckin waste....